New Season

Nov. 9th, 2009 11:07 pm
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So past Halloween, begin of NaNo-not touching it now.
Maybe some time later there will be some rant about how I can write under pressure. Or get to the NaNo page, but later.

Nightmares are back, creepy ass melting/torture stuff...and yes, trying to resurrect an old wip..with a serial killer might not have been the best of my ideas. My notes alone Brrr me:(

Weird month....I'll kill for a warm cupcake now.
3 sizes down...pants keep falling off and pants from 4 years ago barely make past my huge tights*sigh*

Tired. Hungry.


Sep. 12th, 2009 03:14 am
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Me haz the Martian Death Plague!!
I swear I'm the bloody SnotMonster--Also exams in 3 days...And this is the first time in a week that I managed to get out of bed and not re enact the Exorcist.

Sometimes this just sucks.

My nose hurts.
::dives and whimpers::
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So currently I'm hiding in my bedroom:O
Hate sundays.
Still not much on the sleep front..could that be catchy?
BF spend over 2 hours moaning about his lack of sleep....and I very sweetly refrain from telling him to shove it!
I mean really who calls at 4.50am and expects someone to answer--damn my weak willpower.

Oy, I apparently forgot to post this....
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So after about 4 hours of sleep and some pretty odd nightmares--plus cooking for this thing my mother had..
Here I am, again.
I wrote a bit more...some wonky lyrics..something about blueberries.
And meh, It was fun. Started a bit ago, something I really did liked but..had to stop. I'm to spacey to really concentrate and I hate writing in funky metaphors.

Still no look in finding some music making program I can actually not really helpfull.
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Not a happy time


There is no one and I mean no one who can make me loose it like my mother. I go crazy-crazy!!
That woman has a way of driving me right up the wall, it doesn't matter that I haven't slept in nearly 48 hs, and I'm really tired and space..she makes me want to roar...
And now that I think about it I once did roar--in her.

Now this might not sound like anything other that faded teen behavior..but I was the ice queen in HS...really I can be like talking to a wall sometimes..even when being yelled at.
But my mother? Oh, no. She turns me into this crazy-crazy fisher wife with a grudge and I all ways end up screaming my head off.
And now Ohhh joy I get to stare at my celling a bit more-- what I would give to get knocked unconscious.(I hate sleeping aids)
So it's either a drooling lump..or a spacey zombie.
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So maybe making resolution to write more is bad more me...considering I clam up worse.
So exams are finished for a while. I A's some got F***d in Antro so now there are 2 more exams there. Need to please not have injure on day of Soc exam, yes this would be funny if I don't recall 2 car crashes and an epi pen moment(blasted figs).
On the other hand my love for music has gone way up again..
Writing lyrics? Not fun when you don't have anyone who can help with the music writing.
Trying to find some program that has guitar,bass,percussion when you are not very good with the pc..... I knew I should have learned guitar..or bass..,or maybe to read notes.. but noooo singing was cooler...dang it


Goes back to lyrics...
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Sometimes I freak myself a bit...

I'm not happy but I'm you know...not crushed. So why razor sharped empty words pour out. Why is the endless park turns to dark. I want light yet all I black is Oil.
Rebirth )


Jul. 13th, 2009 05:12 am
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Still cranky...tired.
Head is trying to end me.
Spend all day fixing the doggis coat, fluffy long haired dog is a bitch to fix when tangled up:S
So...Tired and cranky.
Cough is better!
Fever comes and goes..
Winter not making me very happy now.

Middle of the night, so no sleep here as allways:)



Jun. 28th, 2009 12:49 am
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Tomorrow(today) wiill be helping out at the voting center in the city!
Elections time to exercise our free will!!
Or you know vote:)
Will be volunteering all day, not a citizen so I'll help anyway I can.

I do enjoy the smell of Democracy in the morning!!


Jun. 26th, 2009 09:36 pm
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The other day I was chatting about how the oldies where so good, and that not a lot of music was as much fun!
I was goofing with friends who where so happy to find tickets for his show...
It sure as hell is not the bowl of cherries someone crafted about.
One moment,
one choice,
a consequence.
It's Life.

MichaelJ, you where a Giant amongst mediocre mortals. You rocked/Poped and we salute you. It was your time to grace the streets of heaven, where you'll blessed them with your music.

Goodbye, Michael. May you sing to the gods and embrace the wind hidden in your core--fly, we remember.


May. 12th, 2009 03:02 am
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Dear DW,
You are killing me...everyone changed their name and I can't find them
SO not fair....
Also OMG body *points to mirror* go to sleep! Now! Otherwise you know they are gonna knock us out..
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Not so fucked up in the least I thought so--until I found out later about 2 big F****g errors *growls*
I could have lived without knowing until the grade day--now have huge ball of angst inside...Darn!
Now need to wait 2 weeks...
Fudge the world!!!


May. 1st, 2009 05:02 pm
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Ohhhh, lookie here!!
All shinny and new:)

To find me...
And facebook jamiepblaze

Yes I do get around!
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Happy B-Day to me!
Glitter Graphics

Happy Birthday Glitter Pictures

Once upon a time in a farther land(across the pond, he he) dear sweet baby Jamie was born.....

I'm now apparently able to buy houses and ask for business grants(or what ever they are called)*shivers*
Ok--no, I want to go back.....

If anyone sees a Tardis--I'm hiding in my dungeons----come pick me up.

The 20s are a lot more harder*whimpers*, on the other hand cake.
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funny pictures
moar funny pictures
Bumbazon you suck!!!
Glich my glitter bum!!!

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I will still hang out here, until I can friend (be friend)and find all the comm I like to dabble on.
Until end off April I think

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I'm going to do something stupid.
I want to try to copy my post here to an other journal.
my insane journal..jamiepblaze, cause (sadly) I do like my post here and want to save them there.
Thing is that the caution messages are a bit scary.
So if anything happens now that have to do with setting and my user...please ignore.
I will get back to being crazy ina while.
Also hate hate hate antro::whimpers::

Operation Crash is a go!
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[CENTER][IMG][/IMG][URL=][B]Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.[/B][/URL][/CENTER]

Meh, so aybe I ain't so nice:)
Cool and calm,
the sea at play.
I do like like blue...not as much as black and red but..odd
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Marriot Blanche and Chester Adams. Gay couple stuck in the bible belt after avalanche.
Under the advise of their couples therapist. They had each tried to be in each others shoes. Marriot tried golf and schmoozing ended up with a broken leg. Chester tries to use his granddads journal to write a book of memoirs after a trip down the stairs. They are force to go on a vacation that breaks their mold. Lack of communication puts them on a coach train to the south.
After many stumbles and near disasters, they realised they are happy together. As workaholics who bulldoze anyone who gets in the way. They like wining and dining and staying in high class hotels, fighting is part of their day. No need for a pre bake relationship with the stamp of approval.
The moral is that Chester and Marriot realised, you can be happy being just you. Having a partner doesn't slow you down and there are things you do for are loves one on the day to day bases that have more value that a Tiffany cast off. Be true to yourself and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

I'm not writing this. I'm really really not--even If if I just did nearly 4k of it. I'm not. This was a plot make believe for [ profile] vashtan and his com. Not doing it...
Maybe a few more words wont hurt...


Mar. 18th, 2009 12:21 pm
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Ok, so exams done!!!!!
::does a funky dance::
I passed.
::screams in joy::
Classes start next week--yeay:S
Also yesterday I was walking to the bank near my place) and as does happens to me a lot, I kept walking and found this really cool dance studio.
So plus going to college classes, plus language classes....
I'm back in Arabian Dance....Plus Contemporary Dance...cause really its embarrassing--I'm just not hip enough:(
And I'm trying out Tango(which I really wanted to try but never got the courage).
Best of all its pay as much as you can(its a city funded program), so yeay!!
I need to see If I can squeeze in Programing...which is a bit expensive but I do qualify for a scholarship.
So good day.

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